Subject:
Heysweetheart gentleman,

Date:
6 January 2022 at 13:56:58 CET

To:
[email protected]

Hello Darling! May the joy and peace of Christmas be with you always! So Xmas beganand today it is a great day for starting acquaintance. I am an unmarried baby searching for a lovely soul mate.

If you are interested in me Please reply ONLY to my private
email: [email protected]

Sending you kind kisses, your Nastusia

Ernst Niggli

Department of Physiology

University of Bern

Buehlplatz 5

CH-3012 Bern / Switzerland

E-mail: [email protected]  (NEW E-mail!)

WWW:

<http://www.physio.unibe.ch/~niggli/

Phone: +41 31 684 8711

Hi Andrew!
I have problems with my old mailbox. When I send you a letter, I get an error. Therefore, I ask you to use this e-mail.
I'm incredibly glad that you just replied to my little mail. I am very glad to write to you in this glorious Friday. I hope that you forgive me that I did not answer you immediately. I do not know why but I did not receive notifications about your mail. Now I will check my mail more often. As you know already I'm Anastasiia. I am 26 years old, I live in Ukraine the town called Lviv.
Right now I am university student also now and I'm studying at Lviv National Medical University. But more about that in the subsequent letter. I'm sorry if my English aren't that great. I am able to speak good English by talking, but unfortunately, I can make grammar mistakes whilst composing. It's better for me to have a dialogue in The English language, so please lets chat in English.
Show me more yourself, about the country of living, about the place where you attain? This really is interesting for me. Primarily based on your answers, I will discover if it is wise to carry on our conversation further or not. But do not get worried, I'm not mad or anything.
I love having a good time, I really like humor and I have a very cheerful personality. You won't be bored beside me. I appreciate and love people who are close to me. The truth is, I am really good and affectionate. Now hard time, and this time is called the war of our generation, war against coronavirus. On the one hand, I was lucky, because 5 years ago I made the right choice and began to receive a doctor's profession. A feature in our profession is that training is 6 years, and during the first five years we study all medical sciences without distinction, and only last year there is a distinction for the profession. I get a profession of a doctor of infectious disease. I love to be useful and help people in this difficult time of my vocation !!
Coronavirus, will be defeated, people will cope with this disease! When everyone is sitting in their homes behind closed doors, you still need to remain people and continue to communicate. A person makes a person with the ability to solve even the most difficult problems.
Before the pandemic began, I worked in a nightclub. After that, I had to change the place of work. And I started working part-time in the children's dance studio. I am choreographer and teacher dance classes. The most important thing that I did not throw dancing, as I really like to do it. The truth is, we are the builders of fate themselves. Can you agree with me?
I wish to request you to go through my letter carefully, it really is essential for me to know your opinion about what I m writing. It's just my life sometimes makes one be very careful and inappropriate since of a good number of situations of fraud and simply nasty stuff on the Internet. Who really knows exactly where this talk is going to end up, yet I hope you and I will be at least wonderful friends.
Now I'm expecting feeling proper protection coming from my future better half, yet I just depend on my own self. This trained me to delight in every moment of life, do not ever lose heart and soul and never to grumble regarding luck.
I like that you are an actual human, I have to get in touch with you. I would like to hear your real voice and be certain that you're a real person. Please leave me your number so I can speak to you. I want to claim straight away if you only need my erotic images, and in case i didn't interest you as a character, then don’t reply. Many have tried to fool me into obtaining my own photos. Someone said that he really loves me, by making numerous compliments, promising a whole lot of money, but in case if I do not like a person.
And so as soon as guys realized this, they quickly gone away. It was extremely painful and offensive in my opinion.
I am not against candid photos when I want to, all of them for you in case you wish.I aspire to see your letter as quickly as possible. I will be rather interested to find out more about who you are! I have a big request for you, please answer all my questions and comment on the things you ponder regarding everything I had written. It really is vitally important to me.
Don't tend to forget about me, reply without delay.
Best wishes! Yours Anastasiia.
Take care.
14.01.2022
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You wrote:
> Hi,
> Sounds great, how can we proceed? We're interested in getting
> started pretty much immediately, as we could use this.

> Andrew Stewart
> CEO, MNesty,

Howdy my friend Andrew!
I'm glad to receive a letter from you, and I am grateful that you want to continue our communication. Before I start write to you my message, I want to ask you, please read this letter very carefully, this is a very important for me, I want to know your opinion about all my words. Please, don't afraid tell my what in your heart and opinion about us. I always try to appreciate honesty in relationship and always tell only in my heart. I hate liars and persons, who put some masks to face. I am a woman for one man and if, someone will love me, then for me there will be no one man else. I'm glad to write you this beauteous Sunday. I want to see what you look like. Send me your photo, please?
I'm not afraid of my work, I'm not ashamed of it. I like to dance, and I like good music. And I have a beautiful body.
I do not have complexes, and I think it's good.
Complexes make life boring. Just do not think that I'm corrupt. I am very vulnerable, tender and very true.In my free time I like to run in the mornings, and in the winter I go to the stadium to skate. In the mornings I always do gymnastics. I try to visit the pool almost free times in week. I very like to swim. During swimming, all muscle groups work, and this is very useful for well-being. Do you like to swim? However, I do not like it when someone starts bubbling in the pool, making a jacuzzi from the pool I hope you understand what I'm talking about. It looks, of course, funny, only the smell is not very pleasant. I hope that you're not going to eat lunch. Sorry if I was spoil your appetite.
I just want to tell you, I really love life, and I rejoice at every moments. But I try to live with dignity, that I should not be ashamed of my actions. In fact, God sees everything. So I believe that I'm not doing anything wrong in my work and life. As you can see, my photos are not too frank. But with each following letter my photos will be more and more frank. As I told you earlier, I want to build only a trusting relationship and don't want to hide something from you. You always can ask me everything what important for you. As for me, you are very pleasant to me, it's very nice and grateful for me to communicate with you. I think I was not mistaken in chose you and I really want to continue our correspondence.
I want to tell you more about me. I am 26 years old. I am an orphan. I have no relatives. My height is 171 cm. I weigh 54 kg. I do not have children. But I love children and in the future I would like to have two children (a boy and a girl).
Written you about kids and remember my not easy childhood. I grew up in an orphanage (shelter for children who do not have parents). It was very difficult years, it was very difficult for me. I'm terribly recalling my life in a children's shelter. Poverty, hunger, constant insults and peer bullying. It hurts me to remember these years. And I do not want to talk about it right now. All this is very painful for me and please do not ask me about it, I promises, I will tell you about this part of my life later, when I will be ready for remember this such a painfully years. But what to do, it was part of my life. But there are also positive aspects, At the age of 18, when I reached adulthood, I left the orphanage and started an independent, adult life. After reaching the age of majority (18 years), the state gave me an apartment and now I live in Ukraine in the city of Lviv.
In the orphanage I studied perfectly, this set me apart from the rest of the children, and it paid off and I was able to enter the for free. Now I am studying at the Department of Medical faculty No.1. Next year I have to finish my studies at the National Medical University, and very soon I would be arriving at your country to practice (an internship in the specialty of a Infectious disease). Only because of a problem with the coronavirus can my internship be postponed. Any way, my birthday is January 26, 1995 (Aquarius) and I truly hope all be ready soon and we can celebrate this important day for me in capital of your country together. I got an opportunity to pass an internship in your country for excellent studies at the National Medical University. It is a government grant that helps develop the skills of young professionals, but right now I do not know exactly where I will be in your country despite the fact that all my documents are ready.
I know only one thing, first, within two weeks, I must to get practice and accreditation in the capital of your country. After two weeks of practice, I can go to another city. As I know I would choose this city by myself, or I can stay in the capital. For the duration of the practice I will be provided with accommodation in the hotel and meals, in addition I will receive a good salary.Of course I had a desire to find a friend in your country, and faith smiled at me - you appeared in my life. Any way I will tell you all details about my trip when I will know it. For now all my paperwork is ready, so I'll be in your country very soon. My internship will take 6 months, during this time I will be in your country. I think that's good idea, we can meet in reality and have some fun. I would like to know you in a more intimate atmosphere! We can talk for years, but never understand that this person is the ideal partner for you, until we try touch each other.
I do not force you to do this, because in the course of communication this will happen by itself. But you must to know, after the end of the internship, I must go back to Ukraine, in order to finish my studies. After finish my studies I want to sell an apartment and leave the country. My apartment is very small, but, no matter what, it is in my personal possession, and I'm very happy about it. Repair in the apartment I did according to my taste and desire. I got a very comfortable apartment. At least, this is my desire to have money for start new life outside of Ukraine.
In order to study at the university, I needed an additional income, so I worked as a dancer in a nightclub. I want to immediately explain that I danced only in the club and no more! I have no sex for money. I also despise these girls. I never agree with sex for money. Now I also need to do in a dance studio, but I really like it and I get great pleasure when I am dance. Because of my classes and work, I have very little free time, I rarely go home.I think that this letter was too big, and you are tired of reading it. So I will finish my letter. If possible, I want to ask you, when sending photos, you reduce and trim them, because I have a very slow Internet speed, and unfortunately I can not upload large photos. I'm using the Adsl Usb modem. This system does not work very well, and besides it is not cheap. I pay for the downloaded megabytes, and if you download a large number of megabytes, it will be expensive. So I ask, please, reduce the size of your photos.
As I already told you, my Internet speed is very low. Therefore, it is more convenient for me to write to you only e-mail. About such modern means of communication as Skype, facebook and various kinds of messengers so far I can only dream of. The usual e-mail for me is the most acceptable and convenient option.
Please write me what you think about all this, I really would like to know your opinion.
I hope you did not fall asleep while reading my letter. I hope my letter has lifted up your mood.
I'm looking forward to your new letter to me. Take care!
YOUR ANASTASIIA!
P.S I send you new photos and I hope that you will like it. It is important for me to know what impression you make on my photos, and I also want to see more of your photos, and I hope that you will send new photos for me.
16.01.2022
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You wrote:
> Can you come to me? I will pay for everything.

> Andrew Stewart
> CEO, MNesty,

Howdy, my dear Andrew!
I am very happy that we are continuing our dialogue. The most important thing is that I am very easy and interesting to talk with you. I think it's important criteria for true friendship and even more love. I'm very happy to write to you on this glorious Monday. I really hope that in the next letter you will send me your photo.
In my last letter, you probably have not understood my words about the trip to your country. I will try to explain to you all the details about it today. Please read my letter very carefully. Perhaps because of the language barrier that separates us, do you then can not understand, but I very much hope that we will find a common language.
As you know, I'm a Infectious disease at the university of our city. I am one of the best students of our university. I am a very responsible attitude to wards my studies, so I have a great chance of getting a gold medal, after graduating from university.
Only once in 5 years, among all Ukrainian students played grants to the opportunity to travel abroad for an internship (training in the specialty). Luck smiled at me and I got the opportunity. My joy knew no bounds. Of course, we had to try, because I have to not only learn, but also to work. I promised myself that necessarily going to win this grant, and I reached my goal.
I got a tremendous opportunity - I received a grant for an internship in your country, your country is chosen for a reason. Medical faculty No.1 in your country is one of the best and most highly paid professions in the world, compared with Ukraine.
You probably wonder why I chose the profession? The answer is simple - this is my childhood dream. You know that I am an orphan, and in the orphanage I lived for myself, my caregivers did not care, because besides me there were still many children from junior to older. I loved to play in silence and independently tried to find a secluded corner in which I could read a book or draw, but I was not alone, I had a girlfriend, we played together. My childhood friend had a heart disease, there are special surgeries that allow him to be cured. Then I often imagined myself a doctor, I tried to operate on her, she was my patient. But it was only in dreams, in reality, she stood in line for an operation, but the operation was not all. But then, once, a foreign, childless couple was taken to her family in order to help and adopt. This often happened, usually foreigners tried to take children with any diseases, because in our country they were doomed. Thus, I didn't have a girlfriend, but I had a dream to treat people.
Profession Infectious disease is very important, therefore, the minimum term of practical training is 6 months. During this time I can get a huge "store of knowledge", from experts from your country. The most interesting thing is that the contract internship, my salary will be 2350 euro per month. This is a significant sum for a Ukrainian Infectious disease. On such wages can only dream of in our country.
I still can not believe that very soon I will be abroad, I have never traveled outside of Ukraine.
Under the terms of probation, the state pays for my trip to your country and a complete package which includes accommodation, food and clothing (if necessary). I am in no way going to need. I will be working as an Infectious disease physician in your country, and receive not bad money, which I will miss out on free use.
The first 2 weeks of practice I should be in the capital of your country, which will start a course of lectures. Then, all students will be in all the cities in your country and I would be terribly pleased to get it in your city, my dear friend Andrew.
I think it would be very nice to meet in reality, it's not always given a great opportunity. What do you think about this, Andrew? Passionate and colorful tiger cat - I think one of us could get a lovely couple.
I would be very nice to hear your opinion on this matter. I hope that does not make you weary. I want to keep our communication and become closer to you. In this letter I attach for you my photos. Please tell me honestly, do you like my figure? It is very important to me. If you want, I can send you a more intimate picture of the future. As I told you earlier that I did not want to hide from each other. I want to build communication only at 100 trust and understanding. I am sure that we necessarily will succeed, and we will for each other more than just friends.
I look forward to your new email to me. Take care.
Your passionate cat, Anastasiia!
17.01.2022
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You wrote:
> You are beautiful. How can I see more of you?

> Andrew Stewart
> CEO, MNesty,

Hey, my dear tiger Andrew.
I miss your letters. When I don’t see your new mail, I open old letters and reread again. I am very interested to learn you better. I am very happy to write to you on this beautiful Tuesday. I really like what you ask questions. It's nice to feel that you are interested in me.
I really hope that in the next letter you will send me your photo.
Please answer me immediately as soon as you have the opportunity. I'm sorry if I sometimes not answer your letter immediately. Now I have a stressful time. We have to learn and to work as well as engage in my journey to your country. It takes a long time, but no looking at it, I find the ability to read your letters and write to your answer. I hope that you will not be offended by me, my dear Andrew?
It would be nice to talk on the phone and hear your voice, but to my great regret, most recently, I lost my personal phone on the bus. Buying a new phone in our country is not cheap. I think I can buy a new phone, during the passage of my internship, because the price of phones in your country is significantly lower than in Ukraine. Unfortunately, I can not give you any phone number. Therefore, the easiest way for our communication is currently e-mail correspondence, and I hope for your understanding. As I told you earlier, I have many concerns with the upcoming trip and there's no time to engage in a telephone problem.
Now, I do not know the exact date of my departure for training, I still kept in uncertainty. But, as I promised the University Rector, the matter will be resolved in the near future. Once everything is known about my trip, I will immediately tell you the exact news.
The most important thing for me is that very soon we will be able to meet, and I'll explain to you all, looking at your beautiful eyes. I look forward to the day when I can see you in reality. Mmmmm, it would be so great! Do you want this Andrew too?
Unfortunately, probably need to finish my letter. I want to close my eyes and dream of you. I want to see you in my dreams and make all our cravings, which are now only in our thoughts.
By the way, tomorrow I'm going for birthday of my friend Oksana. To be honest, I do not really want to go there. I think I would be bored there, because you will not be with me. Many girls will be with men, some of them have already kids. I'm tired of being alone and I want to be withs a man who will love me. I am very happy that we meet each other and we can develop our relations.
But, I could not refuse my friend, because she is very close to me. I need go to her birthday party. All pictures done exactly Oksana and I want to tell her enormous gratitude.
I want to tell you a some secret about our friendship.
When we first started at university, I and Oksana were lovers. We were young, we wanted to caress and tenderness. But our relationship did not last long around for 1 month. We realized that we are not lesbians. We have concluded that no one of girls would not give so much affection and love, like a man. We Oksana remained good friends. Perhaps you want to see her photo? Unfortunately, at the request of Oksana, I can not send you her pictures. She wants to stay away from our relationship. But I can tell you that she is a beautiful girl and most importantly, that she is a real friend who supports me in any difficult situation.
Maybe I should not have to talk to you about this because my story might not like Oksana, but as I told you earlier, I want to be among us did not have any secrets. This story with Oksana, was our secret and let it remain so. If you will not be easy, I beg you not to tell anyone about it. Let this story will remain between us. Do you agree, my lord Andrew?
I open your heart and soul and I hope that you will answer me in return.
I look forward to your new email to me. I hope my letter will not show you sad or boring. If suddenly you become sad, I want to ask your pardon for sending you my pictures. You forgive me? Once you feel sad or lonely, look at my pictures and everything will change. I want to give you a smile.
Please do not forget about me.
Million kisses for you. With the best regards!
Your holy cat, Anastasiia!
18.01.2022
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You wrote:
> Can you come to me? I will pay for everything.

> Andrew Stewart
> CEO, MNesty,

Hi there, my dearest Andrew!
My sexy friend, very nice to hear from you again. I am very pleased to write to you in this glorious Thursday. How's life? I hope you are fine.
I have great news, all my travel documents are ready.
Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I am going to Kiev for further stay in the place of my internship.
Literally as soon as I heard the news and immediately wrote to you about it. When I sit at my computer, I was hoping to see your letter, and now I'm very happy that you wrote to me. I feel that I miss you already.
Simply put, when I read your letter, my heart begins to beat in rhythm and frequent me on this nice.
I feel the warm emotions, and I am very pleased to continue to communicate with you. Because I feel that you are very good and kind person. I am very easy and pleasant to write for you!
Oksana’s birthday went well, but I was really bored, I was very sorry that you were not with me.
Now I have nobody. And it is very difficult. I'm young and I also have
a very large sexual appetite. Therefore, we have to settle for toys, dildos, and masturbating.
I'm a little embarrassed to write about this, but I hope that you are not scared of it.
I do not think I'm doing something unnatural. I just really want sex, and I need it. I think it's natural, and need not hesitate to do so. That is natural, it is not ugly.
Please tell me you want to see my new photos?
I see that our relations are developing very well, and we can learn about each other everything.
During self-isolation, people are forbidden to contact the outside world, go to cafes, go to school, or party. But the interesting question is how do people build love? How to find a partner for sex, sex is a great immune stimulant. And having sex increases health and reduces the risk of colds. I, like any other normal woman, consider sex as an important element of life, and I am a passionate girl. Sometimes in my sexual dreams I dream that I come to work in a doctor's suit, but I forget to wear anything under my robe and notice it only when I return home in the evening. My main feature is that I am loyal to a man who loves men, but do not think that I am too Orthodox, but I do not have any restrictions and complexes. Are you Andrew a passionate man? How do you feel about sex? I have funny stories that happened to me and my friend, although they are not decent to tell to an educated public. But I don't have any secrets for you. While I'm writing you a letter my sexual fantasy is so played out at least open a page on Pornhub.. Oh, wait, what am I talking about? ))) Andrew, Although wait, which section of Pornhub do You prefer?
I really hope to see your new letter soon!
A large number of hot kisses and hugs! With the best regards!
Your kitten Anastasiia
20.01.2022

Howdy my sexy Andrew!
I am very happy to see your letter. I am very happy to write to you on this glorious Saturday. You are very hot and sexy man, it can be clearly seen from your letters.
Now I collect things for my trip. My train to Kiev departs in 4 hours, and I need to check whether I collected all the things that will be needed during the trip.
In the end, I leave not for a few days, I am leaving as much as 6 months. Therefore, I must not forget anything. Because of this, so many thoughts in my head and emotions.
I am very glad that very soon we will be able to meet in real life.
I'll be in Kiev for a few days, I need to handle all formalities, and then I shall fly to your country. I'll get back to you from Kiev. I think I can write you from Internet cafe in Kiev. It is much cheaper than calling. I have now is not too good situation with cash, so I'll write you e-mail. I am very worried now, I've never been outside Ukraine, and I do not know how you have everything arranged. Your rules of conduct, traditions and customs are still very much a mystery to me. But I'm learning fast! With your help, I sure would succeed.
I just do not know the cost of living in your country. What do you think, will I be enough monthly salary an Infectious disease physician in the amount of 2350 euro? In Ukraine it is very big money, but I do not know the value of the money in your country.
I think that we can spend this money together, because the money I receive as my personal expenses.
All other expenses related to my accommodation and meals are funded through the government's internship program. Do you think it's good money Andrew?
But now a little early to think about it. The money I will have when I arrive in the capital of your country.
I already told you that I should be in capital for 2 weeks. I got all instructions in the Ukrainian embassy and the government will give me my first paycheck for the next personal expenses for my arrival in your country. After two weeks spent in the capital of your country I'm heading into your city. So I want to know all the information in order to avoid any mistakes or problems.
Please write me, how exactly is called your city, and what the closest airport to you. I'll write down this information so that I have not forgotten.
Andrew I do not know if you have the opportunity, but I would very much wish we could meet at the airport as soon as I shall fly to the capital of your country.
I really want to meet you as soon as possible. I am very excited with my thoughts.
It's still just a thought, but I very much hope that soon our dreams will come true. How do you imagine our meeting?
I think we could have lunch somewhere, then walk a little and chat.
And then, I would like to know you more closely! I hope you understand what I mean?
Get ready, I'm getting close, you'll get a hard hot, wild sex, a sex that you had never before this!
And please do not masturbate until I came to, I want all your cum! And now came to me, my girlfriend and I should finish my letter, it will help me to collect things and take them to the station.
I will contact you and give you all the information about my flight as soon as I arrive in Kiev. I finish my letter as soon as read it, please tell me! I wish you good luck!
Even if I do not see your letter from home, I can read it when arrive in Kiev, and it would be very nice.
I really wanted to see the answers to my questions in your letter!
I kiss your whole body! Bye-bye.
Your princess, Anastasiia!
22.01.2022

Howdy, my favorite Tiger Andrew!
I am very pleased to receive your new letter. Thank you for what you are close with me. You're important to me and at this stage of my life, I live only for you. I'm very happy to write to you on this Tuesday. I do not know why, but I did not see what you wrote to me. I will check the mail now more often so as not to miss your letter. Sorry, but I think we should end our conversation. This is a very unpleasant and painful decision for me. I do not want you to suffer. You became for me a very expensive man, but I see no other solution.
Now I am in Kiev and I am writing from internet cafes. I got to Kiev good, but I have a problem without solving that, I can not come to you. Because, I haven’t small sum of money. For me it's a shame, ask your financial aid, and I will not do that. So, I decided to end our correspondence, because I do not want you to think about me is wrong.
I tried to solve this problem myself, but I did not get. I think that you refuse to help me. As I told you earlier, for this reason that we should end our conversation. I think you're going to accuse me and your confidence in me fade away. I do not want to hear the screams and insults from the person to whom I have a warm, loving feelings. My heart will be broken.
I am in complete disarray, my angel Andrew, I'm really afraid of losing you. I feel so bad now, I shake hands, and quivering voice. On my eyes with tears. I do not know what I do, I think you're not going to help me and you will reject me. Please understand that I do not want to hear it in my address insults and accusations. Please do not tell me bad words.
I look forward to your letter with your thoughts on the matter. I am very afraid of losing you and in your heart do not believe that you refuse to help me.
You're a wonderful person, we have built huge plans for our future. Is this all just collapses in a moment? I do not want and I will not believe it. You should always keep a positive hope. I'm sure between us all out.
Do you agree with me?
During our conversation I am very much accustomed to you, and I want to be with you in real life. I want passionate, to some extent wild, and longer sex with you, my angel Andrew. I am burning with the thought that soon you come to me. Now everything is in jeopardy and I am very upset. Probably, I was so stupid, thinking that was the happiest woman in this vast world.
I look forward to your answer. See you!
Your passionate kitten, Anastasiia!
25.01.2022

Hi, My Sweet Prince Andrew!
It is very nice to see your new letter. I will be frank, I slept badly and =
I don't just get together with thoughts now. In addition, I have little tim=
e, but I will try to explain what happened to me. Maybe I myself guilty tha=
t it made it, but no matter how there it was, now without solving the probl=
em I would simply have not been released from Ukraine. I hope I can find th=
e right words to explain the essence of the problem with which I encountere=
d. Before my departure, it remains a little time and there is every reason =
to think that if I do not find the output, we can never meet. I will start =
with your permission. I am very pleased to write to you in this Wednesday. =
Today is my birthday, but probably it is the saddest birthday, because you =
are not around. The only person I would like to see on this day.
We live in different countries, we share different languages, different law=
s, different traditions. But it seems to interfere with the lives prepared =
only Ukraine. I can not understand Ukraine Why, as always, they warn about =
everything at the last moment. The whole problem is that I have debts for u=
tilities for the apartment - unpaid bills for water, gas, electricity, etc.=
Citizens who do not pay debts to government agencies are not allowed to g=
o beyond Ukraine Until completely debt is paid. To date, my duty to municip=
al services is about 825 euro. In my wallet was only 450 euro, And despite =
the fact that this money I copied for a long time I had to part with them. =
I had to give everything that I had for duty to have a chance to fly to you=
. But nevertheless, now I am still obliged to pay 375 euro. Otherwise, I ju=
st won't allow to get out of Ukraine. Unfortunately, this law was adopted i=
n our country recently and this was not indicated not in one of the items w=
hen I filed documents for internship. This law was introduced due to the fa=
ct that many citizens left abroad and left huge unpaid bills. Municipal ser=
vices had to wait long until the citizens gather their debt. So I was expla=
ined.
I have already tried to find money in Kiev, But I do not know anyone here. =
I tried to ask the money in advance under the internship program, but autho=
rized agents told me that it was not possible. To their unfortunately, they=
can not retreat from the terms of the contract. I must solve the problem w=
ith the communal service itself. The saddest thing is that I have no opport=
unity to find any way out of this terrible situation. Andrew, You are my on=
ly hope for salvation! I really hope for your understanding, trust and supp=
ort. I dream 375 euro There was no obstacle for us. I do not want to lose t=
he opportunity to fulfill all our fantasies. Andrew, It is very difficult f=
or me to pick up the words so that in full say, how I want to be with you. =
The faster I can solve my financial spending, the faster I will be with you=
. Now I have to ask you to help me, I have no one to count except you in th=
is world. I really hope that you are able to help me stop being a hostage o=
f my situation. I am very afraid to lose the opportunity to meet and all th=
at arose between us. I understand that this is not an easy time, but only t=
hrough mutual assistance can we overcome these global difficulties. In any =
test, real feelings and humanity are shown. We cannot remain aloof from thi=
s global problem. Sitting back is not for me and I hope that you are also u=
sed to acting. I am a doctor and ready to help people, while understanding =
that on the one hand, part of my health may be irretrievably lost. On the o=
ther hand, I understand that I can benefit a huge number of people and perh=
aps my efforts will help them save their lives. By helping me, you are help=
ing humanity! I'm asking you to think of something, find a way out of the s=
ituation! You are a strong and brave man, my support and support, except fo=
r you, no one will help me... You are the only main and important person in=
my life! I believe that you can come up with something, I hope very much f=
or you. You are my hero, you should be, I believe in you!
I am really very ashamed that you have to contact you for help, but I do no=
t have another chance now. I want to believe that I'm the road to you and s=
tand more than 825 euro. For me personally, you have become my only family =
and the best friend. You are kind, gentle and caring person I sincerely bel=
ieve that my man really thinks about me and will make everything to help me=
. If you want, I can write you a debt receipt that I will return to you all=
you will help me. I hope you will not leave me in this difficult situation=
. Do you remember what I told you? I will get my first salary within 2-3 da=
ys after arrival in capital of your country. I swear that I will return you=
all you can help me now, as soon as I get it. But first I need to fly out =
of Ukraine. I really hope that you will help me, I am sure that together we=
can find a way to solve our fate.
I know that we are created for each other, and money is just paper. No one =
can convince me that you can buy real love and feelings for money. But with=
out your help, our dreams will remain only with dreams. =20
I really need you and I am very ashamed that I now look in your eyes as a b=
eggar on the street. At least at this moment I feel like this. I do not hav=
e confidence in tomorrow, I do not know what will happen to me in this huge=
city and it scares me very much. I beg you next to me now and do not forge=
t to write me. Now I need your attention more than ever before. I really wa=
nt to take you by hands and walk around the world only with positive emotio=
ns. I really hope that your letter will scratch my depressive days here and=
will give a ray of light. Sorry I have to finish my letter, I need to free=
the computer, my time comes out. I send the most passionate and sweet kiss=
es to you, my tiger! Take care.
Your loving and bored pussy Anastasiia!
26.01.2022

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Hey, my delicious Andrew!
It's not very easy for me to find time to visit an Internet cafe and write =
to you. My last days are very stressful and I try to solve the situation wi=
th all my might, but I never forgot about you and always try to write a let=
ter for you and share my news. I went to the Bank to ask for a loan. I expl=
ained the situation, but the Manager said that the system shows a failure d=
ue to the lack of a certificate from the last place of work as I was not ar=
ranged officially. I don't stop trying to find someone to lend me the money=
I need, but unfortunately I don't have any good news for me. I ask my frie=
nd again, but for my friend 375 euro this is a very large amount and I am n=
ot angry to her and I am sympathetic to refusals. Don't think I'm complaini=
ng, but that's the reality. I understand that everyone has their own expens=
es and financial obligations. I am very glad to write to you in this Thursd=
ay. Yesterday was my birthday. I thought only of you. I do not know what is=
happening to me, but only thoughts about you help me not to be sad.=20
I am very grateful to you for your sensitive attitude to my problem, and al=
l I would like you to be with me now. It is at such moments that I want to =
feel loved and desired, to have a man next to me who would take my hand and=
pull me out of this swamp of circumstances. I find it increasingly difficu=
lt to believe in my success with solving this financial problem. I can't si=
t in a Dorm in 4 walls, I try to walk around Kiev more to distract myself f=
rom negative thoughts about my failure in my head. I hate this country for =
their stupid laws! Why do I suffer because someone tried to steal from me? =
I don't understand why the government writes such laws and forces ordinary =
people to be hostages of these laws? For me this situation once again prove=
s that I decided to leave this country for a reason and start a new life in=
your country.
By the way, I ask my curator again to try to ask him to contact my curator =
in capital of your country and ask for an advance payment for my internship=
. My curator even laughed when I asked him about it. He said that no one wi=
ll pay me until I start my practice. He said he understood my situation but=
couldn't help me. He asked him not to disturb me with my problems and poin=
ted out the fact that he had already helped me with housing in the hostel, =
said that he was busy now and he would soon have a meeting and just hung up=
. At this point, I thought about finding a quick income in Kiev, because ev=
ery day my time to solve my financial problem is running out.
The sad thing is that I have to pay my debt anyway 375 euro and I will lose=
the opportunity to pass practice in capital of your country. Of course I w=
ill still have my work visa for 180 days and I will be able to fly to any p=
art of your country but what's the point if I can't work in my specialty? I=
do not want to be a burden for my future man and I believe that I should w=
ork and bring income to the family. I am so arranged and unfortunately I wi=
ll not be able to sit still. As I promised you earlier that when I come to =
your country, I will give you back 375 euro in next 2-3 days, as soon as I =
paid the first salary. Money does not keep you waiting, but here we met and=
dreams for the future can be destroyed in one moment and I do not want tha=
t! We walked for a long time to set goals and do not need to go to the cour=
se. I believe that in a relationship, both partners should be a support and=
support for each other.
My favorite Andrew, I have never been in such a difficult situation, but I =
do not despair and try to find a solution. I thought that I need to look on=
the Internet for vacancies in Kiev. I found some tempting ads and plan to =
go for an interview soon to find out all the details. I have always solved =
all my problems on my own, and I am extremely uncomfortable being in this s=
ituation. I do not want to deviate from my goal, I sincerely wish to get to=
capital of your country as soon as possible to get the necessary documents=
and meet with my Andrew.
Living here in Kiev is not easy for me, I have to spend money every day to =
buy food and travel around the city. Sometimes I want to give up everything=
and go back to so these identical days of searching for money are over. U=
nfortunately, I can't do this, because it won't change anything for the bet=
ter, it will only add to my problems. This is all my fault, and I want to a=
pologize for giving you false hope that we will meet soon. But I try not to=
despair and sincerely hope that we can see each other in the near future i=
n a romantic setting. I will do everything in my power to quickly meet and =
touch you. I hope you want it as much as I do.=20
I will try to find a way to earn or borrow money so that I can continue on =
the path to my dream of meeting my loved one as soon as possible Andrew. I'=
m sorry, I have to finish my letter. I hope that when I find time to visit =
the Internet cafe again I will see your warm and tender message for me. You=
r letters are very important to me and I hope that you will understand that=
I write to you about my everyday life here in Kiev.
Kiss you! See ya later.
With great respect,
Your little girl, Anastasiia!
27.01.2022

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Howdy my sweety Andrew!
I think you can imagine the pace of my last days. I run like a squirrel in a wheel to find the money needed to pay my debt. Just my idea of ​​our life together, give me at least some hope. The long absence of sex and the memory of our candid conversation with you often make me excited. Why are you not here with me to relieve this stress this because I do not have enough right now. I really want to be near you right now! I want to be with you and start a new chapter in our lives. I hope that you want the same thing, because I sincerely wish that we quickly met and realized our desires and fantasies into reality. I would like to close my eyes and open to be close to you, it is a pity that it is not possible. I'm tired of being here in Kiev. I very much hope that together we will be able to deal with my problem, and we can start a new life in your country together. Because I do not get to solve my problems at all goes to the fact that I have to go back to Lviv. I do not want to do that, I want to be with you, but it seems inevitable to me. If I decide to return home, then I am automatically removed from the internship program. And I won't be able to meet you again. I'm very happy to write to you on this Friday. I was in two private clinics and tried to get job but has no open positions in my field, I answered that either there are no jobs, or have only low-paid cleaners vacancy. I would go even cleaner, I respect work all professions, but this does not make sense because of the very low pay. At one point I even thought that I found a job. I went for an interview at the massage therapist job, I was offered a good salary. They invited me to work in a massage parlor and massage naked body. When I thought about it and introduced me to almost puked. I can not imagine doing massage naked body completely familiar men, even for the money. For me it is like to work as a prostitute. Besides, I'm sure that every man who comes to a massage is waiting for this.
Even though me and tried to assure the maximum of I will must to do please a man by hand at the end of the session and make cumshot him. They say to me salon does not provide sexual services but I'm not exactly ready to go for it. For me it is disgusting to touch the man with whom I am not in a relationship. If my client has always been just you, I'd love to go on a this job :) And I do not bother to give you a massage naked body. But I definitely will not work in this type of interiors and touch the strange men. On the one hand I find it funny at themselves, because I just did not think it was such a salon. On the other hand I'm sad the thoughts that I sunk into such a situation and I need to live with my suitcase in the hostel.
I had to spend on essentials that I did not take along for the ride. I had to buy shampoo, plates, cups, pots to cook their own meals. Well what I suggested is not an expensive hardware store where I bought it all. Even though I spent it in any case cheaper than eating in the cafe. I'm kind of stuck in one day. Everything is the same. Just the thought of where to get money. Now I feel myself alone here. Around me only not familiar faces. I can not even safely take a shower without thinking that someone might come. I can only sleep if I drink a sedative. Probably only a sedative and the moment when I read your letter can improve my mood. I'm trying to be positive and hope for the best, but we need to be objective.
If I do not find money in the near future I will have to go back to Lviv, because all my life is to fly into the abyss. All for what I tried and worked hard in the last year stands under threat, but it's not the worst thing for me right now. I can not to be measured with the thought that I was wrong about you.
I thought you were really interested in our relationship and do anything to help me. Sometimes I think I'm just fun for you. It seems to me that you only see the picture and did not see me as a person in me. I have a blank space for you? I think that if I did for you that something would mean you did everything in your power to help me. I do not believe that a man would not seek any opportunity to help his woman if she was dear to him. I'm sorry I will finish my letter. Absolutely not in the mood to write you anything right now. I do not want to cry even more.
Please reply as soon as possible Andrew!
Your forever Anastasiia!
Passionate Kisses for my TIGER!
28.01.2022

Hi there Andrew!
I am very pleased that you have not forgotten about me and write me in spit=
e of complexity that I now have. I had a lot to think about and make some i=
mportant decisions before I wrote you back. I've been thinking about the wo=
rds you're saying to me, your opinion of the situation I'm in. Your attitud=
e to me, words and desires. Your behavior and attitude towards me give me s=
trange thoughts. I'm trying to explain how important it is for me to be wit=
h you, to feel your actions and your desire to be with me, but what did you=
do to do that? Answer this question to yourself, and you will understand t=
hat this is not enough. Your advice doesn't work right now, you know? It's =
easy for you to give advice, because this situation happened to me, not to =
you. If you can't take care of me now, how can I be sure that I'll be safe =
with you your country in the future? What if I need help when I'm with you,=
you'll also stay on the sidelines and tell me that I have to solve all the=
problems on my own like you're doing now? It hurts me to realize this, but=
I have to accept reality as it is. I am very glad to write to you in this=
Monday. I am glad that the weekend is over and I can write to you. Why do =
my actions mean nothing to you? Why can't I rely on you at such a difficult=
time in my life? I can't find answers to these questions. I can't understa=
nd why this is happening to me right now. Now, everything I've been going f=
or so long can be destroyed in a moment and I have almost no way to change =
it. I am afraid of what is happening now, I am sad to understand your real =
attitude towards me. I try to look at this situation objectively and I see =
your indifference to me. After everything I said to you, after I opened my =
soul to you. I think you just don't trust me. I'm sure you'll say it's not =
a question of trust, but what's the question? What is the problem? Why shou=
ld I decide for myself? I find it hard to believe that a man can't find an =
opportunity to borrow money for a short period of time to help his beloved.=
I want to be with you, but I need your help right now. I just want to solv=
e my problem as soon as possible and I want to believe that you understand =
how important this is to me.
In my childhood, I listened to fairy tales in which a man always proves his=
love by deeds and exploits for the sake of his beloved Princess. I always =
wanted to have a man who could do things for me. With whom I can feel safe =
and secure, protected and loved. I was hoping that my Andrew it is such a m=
an, until the very last day I believed that you will not leave the woman yo=
u love in trouble and help me if I have any problems. Did I make a mistake =
about you?
I can't understand your indifference when I really need your support. I'm a=
shamed that I have to ask you for help. Now I'm sorry that I told you about=
my problem, I thought this would be a chance for us, that we could save ev=
erything, but your inaction showed me how much you don't care about what's =
happening to me right now. If you had problems and I could help you, I woul=
d give all the money I have without thinking. I would do it because I fell =
in love with you and I trust you completely. For me, the main thing is our =
happy future, and money is not important. We talk about relationships and f=
amily and how we want to spend time together. But as soon as I ran into a p=
roblem, you told me that I had to solve it myself. You don't want to be a p=
art of my life, and these thoughts frighten me. I don't know how we will co=
ntinue to develop our relationship. My feelings are burning like fire right=
now, I don't understand why you talk to me like that. My love, I'm sorry i=
f I offended you with something. But I've always said that I'm honest with =
you, and now, I write you everything I think and feel.
I guess today is the last day I can write to you, because I'm out of money =
and I have to move out of the Dorm. This morning, the Dorm superintendent t=
old me that I had to vacate the room. I immediately contacted my curator, I=
told him that I was being evicted from the room. We talked for a very long=
time, probably this was the first time I felt that he was really worried a=
bout me. He said that he understood my whole situation and would like to he=
lp me, but unfortunately he could not do it. my curator told me that his da=
ughter is getting married soon and he spent all the money to help her organ=
ize this wonderful event. He said that he would like to help me with housin=
g but can not allow a stranger to bring a woman to his house, besides it wo=
uld not be right, since he is married. Of course, I didn't ask him to do th=
is, but his thoughts and words made me understand that he was really worrie=
d about my fate, despite the fact that I was a complete stranger to him. He=
is a very kind and sympathetic person, and if I could not live in a hostel=
until today, I would have been completely without money for a long time. H=
e said that his superiors had already raised the issue of canceling my inte=
rnship at capital of your country, but he asked his boss to give me some mo=
re time. I thanked him for this, but said that a few days would make little=
difference.
I'm really very nervous right now, I'm sorry I can't contain my emotions ri=
ght now. I want to do something, but I don't know what I can do with my pow=
ers to avoid being defamed. I don't want to upset my curator and I am strug=
gling to solve my debt payment problem. Now I don't even have the money to =
go back to Lviv, I have nothing left at all, let alone paying my debt. I do=
n't know what to do next, I have no options, the only way I can earn money =
to fully pay my debt in a short time is to work as a prostitute in a massag=
e parlor. You may be angry with me and you may be offended by these words, =
but it's true, and I'm telling you this because I've always told you the tr=
uth. I don't know what to do right now, and I don't have anything to say to=
you. I get it, you just don't care what happens to me. I guess the money I=
asked you to lend me is more important to you than me. I hope they will ke=
ep you warm on cold nights and take care of you instead of me.
I still hope that deep down you love me and want to be together. Think abou=
t it again. Think about how much your indifference hurts me right now. Do y=
ou realize that you risk losing me and we can't meet again? I'm sure you un=
derstand that. If money is more important to you, I'll understand. I'm tire=
d of everything that's going on. I don't know when I can write to you, beca=
use I don't have any money left. I'm just desperate... I'm sad that you can=
't do anything for me, and I don't know what other choice I have. I need to=
find that money, or I could lose everything I've wanted for so long. I nee=
d to find the money to pay my debt and I have no other way. I'm sorry, I do=
n't have a choice, I have to make a decision that won't make our relationsh=
ip the same. I'm sad that it happened, but I can't do anything and I have n=
o other way out of this situation.
You're going to sleep in your bed tonight, and I don't know where I'm going=
to sleep, and it's very sad. I didn't want to say bad words to you, but I =
can't explain to myself why you don't want to do something for our love. I'=
ve exhausted all my powers. I don't know when I will be able to answer. I w=
anted to be with you, and I did everything in my power, now my power is exh=
austed. I have to go, I love you.
Your Anastasiia.

31.01.2022

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Hi my love Andrew!
I don't know where to start my letter for you. First of all, I feel terribl=
e, I haven't had a shower in two days. I'm disgusted with the situation I'm=
in now. It hurts me to know that I was wrong about you. I thought you woul=
d do everything in your power to help me. Turns out I was just a game to yo=
u. You never believed me, and now, despite your doubts, you're not trying t=
o do it. You're not trying to help me, and I have no other choice. I am ver=
y happy to write to you on this Wednesday. I'm disgusted that I have to tak=
e this step, and it looks like our paths are diverging here. Of course soon=
er or later I'll still go to capital of your country, but I don't want to m=
eet you after this. It won't be fair to you, and I won't be able to look yo=
u in the eye when you know what I did. I can't lie to you, and I think it's=
best that we break up now. I'll have to go to work at a massage parlor and=
become a prostitute. I have no other choice! I have no place to get money =
now. I need to find the money as soon as possible and I will have to take t=
his vile step.=20
I have to go to work at the massage parlor tomorrow night. Now I have some =
money in my pocket, my friend sent me so I can eat. I will have a few more =
days until I get the money from my first client. It's terrible for me to ev=
en imagine what it's going to be like. It's good that I have a few days of =
"what to decide" before I have to do all this. It's disgusting and nastily,=
but that's my reality. All my life, only my friend took care of me and hel=
ped me in difficult times. It's still happening, but she doesn't have the m=
oney to help me now. I will have to decide everything myself, and I can onl=
y rely on myself, because as you say, you can't help me.
I want to ask you to forgive me if I've ever been rude to you. I don't want=
you to be upset with me in addition to this stigma that awaits me. I would=
like you to keep your thoughts and feelings that you may have had and not =
think badly of me. I am grateful to you for all your warmth and attention t=
o me. I am grateful that you were the one to whom I was able to entrust my =
innermost thoughts and desires. I thank you for the smiles that were on my =
face every time I read your letters. I thank you for everything! For all th=
e emotions, but it seems that our paths diverge. I'm asking you not to blam=
e yourself, it's not your fault. This is my life and mine alone, and I have=
no right to demand your help. I can't lie to you and tell you that everyth=
ing is fine and we'll be together soon. I can't be with you after everythin=
g that's going to happen to me in the next few days. I'm sorry, I think we =
should break up now. I don't see our future after what I have to do.=20
Do not you want to look in my eyes, feel the warmth of my lips, hold me an =
unforgettable night? It is because of our love 375 euro collapse? I do not =
believe in that. Please listen to your heart, it tells you? For a long time=
we were freezing from loneliness and love have been wronged, but now an op=
portunity to change all that, and I think we should use this chance.
I am convinced that fate gave you to me, and I do not want to lose the thre=
ad of trust that exists between us. I am waiting for your answer!!! Bye-bye.
Your Anastasiia!
02.02.2022

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Howdy my love Andrew!
If you say that you love me, then how can you tell me that I have to deal w=
ith this myself. Isn=E2=80=99t the couple supposed to solve all the problem=
s together. I think it was a big mistake to fall in love with you. Because =
a loving person should not throw his lady in trouble. If you have the oppor=
tunity to help, and you just decide, leave me alone with this problem. Then=
I also think that we need to leave. And do not try to build a previously b=
roken relationship. And the point is not that you do not want to send money=
. And the fact that you are leaving your woman in trouble. Bye-bye. I am ve=
ry happy to write to you on this Saturday. I am ashamed that I could not an=
swer you before. I hope you forgive me. I was very busy, but now everything=
is behind. I was very pleased to hear your compliments. You are a very gal=
lant man.
Your Anastasiia!
05.02.2022

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You want me to answer, but you have not responded to my request for money. Why do you just ignore what I have a problem. And because of this problem, we can not be together. I'm tired of it. So I decided to stop our communication. After all, it does not lead us to anything.

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